chicken pox-->need to be discriminated??

chicken pox... i really dont know how to describe such terrible sick!! it really left alot LOT of bad memory on me... in whole of my life... the few days that getting it... i m really scare... 1st day ntg... 2nd day started getting worse... the pox start grow on every part on my body... really is every part... body, head, face, hand, butt, leg, even on my palm, my tongue!! ya.. its found every wher... cant slp well, scare when i turn my body it will explore and cause ache... even cant have a nice meal... bcz it grow on my tongue... jz somethg like ulcer... pain... watever i ate, jz will very very pain.. even swallow water... my throat like cut by knife... it hurt... then keep on fever... slp whole day... 3rd day, pox stop growing... but the pox getting serious... all bcome red and inflame.. damn it!! so scary... 4th day... it starting better... but still samfu... 5th day onward is getting well soon... i tot when growing the pox is the most terible time in whole my life.. actly it is not... after get it and when i started go out to public... jz noe the feelin of getting discriminate.. how ppl feeling when see me... really hurt me alot... tat time sushi bonanza go lunch at sushiking... (i wearing short sleeve and my scar after chic pox is quite obvious) when i almost fnh eat... somebody look like the supervisor come and ask me: are you getting chicken pox... there got customer complaint bout u... scare infected... i said: i alr recover wat... she said: ya meh?? seem havent fnh dry... hurt... hurt... really hurt and after while den i get out frm it ad... i noe... it is a easily spread sick... but how come they can view me with so weird d eyesight?? 2nd day onward then i wearing long sleeve shirt d... dis jz frm the stranger view on me... more hurt d is... even frens also treated me like tat... i noe... u all havent get it, final coming soon and u all scare to infect by me... but also nonit treat me like tat way u noe... hurt u noe?? really is hurt... how come ppl tat most close to me... also can treat me like dis... i really dont know wat to say... really is nobody get to know my feelin... alr said! ad recover wat!!!! that kind of hurt, and pain... i almost drop my tears... who know??
other than those bad and terible memories... it left scar on me too... the deep scar on my forehead... really is terible deep... and my body... i thk will leave lot of scar oso... really vry scary... how come i get such terible sick...